7.27.08 Venice Beach

My first bikini shot with cute girl yuan~

I am my own boss

我喜欢你的时候对你好是我的自由，你接受不接受我的好是你的自由。
我不喜欢你的时候不对你好还是我的自由，不好意思，你现在没有选择的自由。

你要等我是你的自由，
你要幻想我有一天接受你也是你的自由，
你甚至开始规划“我们”的未来还是你的自由。

但是，
我也有我的自由告诉你，
我有否决这一切的自由，
我有说“不，这些都没可能”的自由。

我就是这样，
你有说我放屁的自由，
你有说我自私的自由，
你有说我找不到老公的自由。

那又怎样，
我有继续放屁的自由，
我有继续我的方式的自由，
我甚至还有不找老公的自由。

你，管得着么？

If you are specialized in Computer Network/System..

This website may be cool for you~
http://www.javvin.com/index.html

It got the

Computer OS Map

Network Protocols Map

Network Security Map

Wireless Technology Map

Network Management Map

But... It does not have free digital versions... so... you have to buy it and hang it up in your office, bedroom, kitchen, dinning room or wherever you want...

World's First Map with Internet Country Codes from Visibone

http://www.visibone.com/countries/

Highly recommended. It got the nations, geography, country codes all in one.

I am using it as my wallpaper right now, feeling fabulous!

my very second blog

I feel this place is too empty. So I was thinking what I should put onto this blog. And suddenly, I remembered this picture made by my dear friend, Alex.

I'm sorry the words on the picture are Chinese. Well, I'm trying to translate it to English, but it may be a little awkward.

"We bloom, even there is no flower in this season."

I admit I didn't make this up. I saw it on the web when I was in high school and I liked it very much. It conveyed me a really optimistic attitude telling me keeping going forward.

Go forward, keep learning. This is how I am trying to treat my life. I think most people has asked questions like: "What is the meaning for me of living on this world?" I thought about it, too, of course..(laugh =P) and of course, I did not find the reason. I think this is a very hard question for those philosophers as well so I gave up(lazy me..). Then I asked myself a much simpler question: "What should I do to let me feel that I am not wasting my time?" I began to think about it for like 3 minutes, and then I got confused. There are always things you need to give up which you feel you may want. But your life time is limited, you got your responsibility, and balabala.. oops, cannot work.

Am I too greedy? I have lots of majors want to try. If it is possible, can I get at least 5 Ph.D degrees?(I'm kidding, Bachelor is acceptable, too) Let's do a simple math, even supposed that I have already gain the Bachelor degrees for these 5 majors, I still need 5*5=25 years to finish my Ph.D degrees. Oh, I wish I could have an eternal life.

This is a specialized world, everyone is specialized in something. The famous "invisible hand" theory said that the market will make everyone do what he/she is best at. But is that real? Cause how do you know what you are really good at and what you really want if you even didn't try? Is this world too fast so everyone is just trying to keep up with the world and forget to stop and think.

Well, then I looked at these words, "We bloom, even there is no flower in this season." Yes, even this world may not be perfect for you, at least, you can try. Never feel sorry for yourself when you were thinking: what if I have tried.

my very first blog!

ha! exciting!
再拿中文写一句..